Every word you have spoken, every smile you gifted me and every glance of your eyes instantaneously fallen under dispute. It s not that I am angry or upset that you lied, but I cannot trust anymore. I cannot trust you, or anyone else. I do not believe in happy endings, or deep feelings. It makes a lot of truth to gain trust but just one lie to lose it all.
You should have known, it’s a risk to lie to such direct question. Because I already knew the answer my beloved, and that’s exactly the reason I was asking. That’s what it feels like to love a liar, to worship broken words and faded promises. To listen to a mouth full of lies and still, love every single vowel it whisperes.
After all you said you were sorry. But you aren’t sorry you did it my love. You’re sorry I found out. We stand behind the lies, my beloved. Yes, I know we are still too close. And now, the only thing standing in between you and me is reality.
All in all the worst part about being lied to, is knowing that to you, I wasn’t worth the truth. Despite, you still show me how strong I need to become. Wild hearts can’t be broken.
Apology accepted. Trust denied.